I forgot how much I dislike being sick. D:

Back in 2007, I’m finally okay with the idea of us being friends, but I’m not too sure what or how you see me.

Maybe I wasn’t really in love with you. Haha. It sure felt like love.

It’s funny, I never thought I’d get over you, but I did. Sure, you’re still as gorgeous as ever, but I’d much rather be friends.

Lol, all of this because I didn’t get invited to your birthday party. I wonder if you invited any of your ex girlfriends. Lololol.

I don’t even know why I care. The fact that you keep tabs on me is quite sweet. At least, I lead myself to believe that you keep tabs. Why else would you add/re-add or follow me? Haha.

Random thoughts at 3 am under the influence of medicine. (:

Good night world, hopefully the neighbors throwing this party will keep it down.

(:

I won’t cheat on you.
I won’t do you wrong.
I won’t want to stop talking to you.
I wont want to leave you for anyone else.
I won’t do anything to hurt you.
I chose you & that means I only want you, no one else.

naomiallover:

Parachute - She Is Love (acoustic)

At first, I was at a hotel with a bunch of friends and then we were all at a church. My dad was there, at the church. Every single pew in the church was filled, we all had to stay outside. When it was time to receive communion, I couldn’t get up to the altar, and when I did, everything was gone. I was left there, standing in front of the altar, and the entire church congregation, not worthy of communion. 

I hope this is just my subconscious’ way of telling me I need to get my butt to church and strengthen my faith a bit more. 

The stuff that happened in that hotel room, it hurt my feelings. 

but it was just a dream. No harm no foul. What I see in dreams is merely a figment of my imagination. 

8 Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. 9 Resist him, firm in your faith, knowing that the same kinds of suffering are being experienced by your brotherhood throughout the world.

I found a little journal entry I wrote to myself from a year ago. It was what I hoped my future would be. 

If all goes well, that future will still be a reality (:

but I feel inspired and motivated. I don’t even know what’s fueling this… but I’m not going to waste it. 

I’m gonna go write (: